I wish I had a recipe for this but I don’t.  Truth is this is the first time EVER I have made a pie from scratch. From the crust to the filling everything was homemade.  Actually no one cooked in my family this year, we opted for catering at our favorite restaurant.  My son has been sick with a yoyo fever for the past few days with it hitting 102 yesterday and I didn’t want to be stressed and overwhelmed with making a Thanksgiving dinner.  I did want to at least try to bake a pie.  It was my goal for the day. I had been running around all day.  My process was frustrating, I felt defeated at times, I didn’t know what I was doing, I was saddened about current events going on, my son’s fever, and the pie was driving me mad.  I sat down almost shedding a tear at how upset I was….and then I started to reflect…on the positive. I sat for about 5 minutes and then started baking and didn’t stop until this is what I came up with.  Not the best or prettiest but I baked it with love.  Wishing everyone peace and love at this time.  HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!